Turn Away From The Sun

The version of me 
You created in your mind 
Is not my responsibility

I gave you learning over time
But some people are just beautifully wrapped
Boxes of shit
And are Completely unwilling
To let themselves see it

To rip off a layers
An polish the turd
That they mumma shat out.

You think it absurd
But your lineage is sewage .

An I don’t know how to do this anymore
I been craving your misbehaving
In this bees haven..

But sometimes love just isn't enough. 

You didn't get me, not really
You'd get fucked and disrespect me, so freely
Like;
look at me,
look at me,
look at me

Ain't I funny. Fuck that deep. 
Never been real, ain't a sheep
So dam strong, Yet so weak. 
You grew numb, To watch we weep
And I grew strong ,To watch you try and keep

me.

Boy. 

Turned by eyes away from the son
So I wouldn’t go blind.

Cause I just kept tripping
Over all your white lines 

Addicted to a dick, dead
Conflicted, in my muss head 
Constricted by your unimaginable manipulations. 

I took a step out of the race that I didn't wanna be in
I found my own lane and I’ve proceeded to win.